Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Final Reflection Post

1.
The House on Maple Street: One of the many longer pieces I wrote was The House on Maple Street.  When I started it I intended to make it something fictional and as I was writing I was digging more and more into my memory pulling images and feelings from the past and it became a writing about my old house.  The house I did a lot of my growing up in.  Using memories and thoughts from the past helped me write a lot more and I could go into lots of detail. 
The Haunted Mansion: Going into this one I didn't think I would be able to write a good 'scary story' so I took the last movie I saw and wrote about the setting. I had recently seen The Great Gatsby and near the end of the movie it shows Gatsby's giant house all empty and dark.  I took this image and decided to make the house into a haunted house and from there I started writing.  I didn't have a plan of where I was going with it but after editing it I had come up with a pretty good story with an interesting twist to it.
The Lost Field: The day we went into the new student center with a bunch of paintings and we were told to grab one I had my eye on a couple but apparently so did some other people because by the time I stood up to get one they were gone.  I just took one of the last ones there not knowing if I'd even liked it or could even write about it, I just sat there and stared at it for the longest time.  After looking at it for a while something clicked in my mind, it reminded me of something very familiar.  It reminded me of this lake my family and I used to go camping at and after I realized that I could write pages and pages about it because it was a very old yet happy memory from my childhood.


2. I remember reading another classmates horror story and how different it was.  It was something I don't think I could come up with.  It was about a young man and woman who get trapped in cellars for who knows how long.  There were no windows or openings so there was no way to tell the time of day or how many days would pass.  It was a very interesting story that made you think and near the end the guy escaped.  He found that through his door was a room and along the walls of the room were doors exactly like his and in front of the doors were monitoring showing who was in every room.  It was a very creepy story...


3. I have a weird thing for dream catchers so of course I had to make it my background on my blog.  As for the title its just something I find myself saying or thinking a lot.  Usually in a sassy sort of tone.  It took me a while to come up with the title and a background that I really liked.  I use this blog as sort of a way to write down all my thoughts and memories without having anyone knowing.  I like the idea of being able to write down everything without having to worry about relatives or close friends always reading what you are thinking or what you have experienced... I've never liked telling someone everything about myself and I like the mystery of not knowing everything about someone else too.  I'm not really sure if I will use this in the future but if I do get on I know ill read old posts.


4. I really like putting quotes either famous or your own into a journal.  I really like using magazines to decorate or spell out things.  It always gave my writing more of a creative fun side, really showing the mood and emotion.  I've never been the type to keep a journal, I usually write and throw the paper away as if I just want to forget about it.  I usually write when I'm mad about something, it's my way of letting off steam.  But I would never want someone to read it. 


5. When I dream I dream about my future.  What could happen and who I could meet.  I love dreaming about my future coming up with new ideas.  It's fun to think about who you could become and who you could meet along the way.  I've always thought about this.  I've always wondered who I would marry or who I would become best friends with.  Where I would live, what my house will look like, what pets I would have.  I just can't wait until I can start making those dreams a reality.


6.







 This is when we were all friends
we all got along
no drama
no fighting
no judging
just four girls having fun.
 
This is before everything fell apart
before the fighting
before the arguing
before the judging
before the complexity of life got in the way.
 
This is when life was simple.
 
This is when we all loved each other
when we would never be afraid
of the secrets others would spill.
 
This is when we didn't know.
Drama didn't exist.
Secrets were secrets.
Promises were kept.

This is not who we are anymore.
All different in so many ways.
But maybe it's better this way.


7. When I remember an event or place from my past I love to write about it and really dig into my memory to get the best details as I could.  I loved this class and how relaxing and creative it was.  It was one of my favorite classes I've ever taken.  Everyone in the class is friends and nobody judges each other and I love that. It really made me think  and enjoy writing a lot more than I used to.
 
8. I have met some really great, down to earth people in this class that I know will be going somewhere in life.  It really gives you faith in our generation when you meet the few people who are like that in High School.  It also makes you want to really get out of here.  Most of the people in the class have become too mature for High School and are already seeming like they are in college and it gets you excited to leave.  I really loved working with the people at my table and at other tables and I know I will miss them a ton after today.  

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Europe

If I could go back to one place in my life I'd go back to when I was walking the cobblestone streets of Spain and Italy.  I didn't know where I was or where I was going over half of the time, I think that is what I miss most.  The time seemed to go on forever and every day a new adventure awaited.  For once the movies were right.  When you think about the way they depicked Spain and Italy in the movies you'd never think a place so beautiful existed.  But it does! The little coffee shops with tiny espresso shots on every street, the tiny walk in deli's with crustless sandwichs perfectly displayed in the window, and the Nutella...oh the Nutella, you wouldn't think another culture could love Nutella as much as Americans, but you would be wrong! The Europeans go nuts over it! Nutella shops with Nutella crepes and Nutella doughnuts and Nutella sandwiches! They had giant jars of Nutella that you could buy! It was amazing... the streets were all cobblestone, you could see the history in the cracks of the worn out stones.  The tiny cars, the mini scooters and the bikes all used the same street where people walked.  You're probably thinking this was so dangerous and insane, but I liked it.  The people there trusted one another and felt safe walking the same streets where cars drove.  The culture there is completely different...I felt as though I had traveled not just to another country but another world.  You just don't see this kind of stuff in America, you don't see all the culture and history as much as you do there.  I'd love to live somewhere like that some day.  Some place you only see in your dreams or in movies.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

12/2

12 places I would want to go with 2 people

1.Greece with Zoe and Aleck
2.Chile with my grandma and my mom
3.Hawaii with my brother and my dad
4.London with my dad and Aleck
5.Paris with Zoe and Aleck
6.Ireland with my dad and my brother
7.Jamaica with Zoe and Aleck
8.Japan with my dad and my brother
9.Bora Bora with my dad and my brother
10.Spain with Zoe and Aleck
11.Italy with Zoe and Aleck
12.Egypt with my dad and my brother



 
12 songs 2 lines
1.Young and Beautiful by Lana Del Rey
I've seen the world
Done it all, had my cake now
2.Power Trip by J. Cole
She got me up all night
All I'm singing is love songs
3.Perfect Two by Auburn
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
4.The Way We Talk by the Maine
Shallow is as shallow does, yeah
Some people never change.
 5.Whoever She is by The Maine
And every day in every way oh she will look the same
 And every care you used to have just seems to float away
 6.Girls Do What They Want by The Maine
Girls do what they want whoa whoa
Boys do what they can
 7.Banana Pancakes by Jack Johnson
 When the whole world fits inside of your arms
Do we really need to pay attention to the alarm?
 8.My Stupid Mouth
How could I forget?
Mama said, "Think before speaking"
9.Drunk by Ed Sheeran
Can't rely on my heart to beat in
'Cause you take parts of it every evening
10. A Drop in the Ocean by Ron Pope
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven
11. I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating I'll be here patiently waiting
12. Love Song for No One by John Mayer
 I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk

Thursday, November 21, 2013

Movies


My favorite movie would have to be Marley & Me because I love animals and the patients those people had with their dog was amazing.  Their family was so close and cute too.  Marley protected the kids and sat with them when they were sick.  It was a really cute movie and the way they raised their kids and how they started their lives together is similar to how I see myself when I get married and have kids.  I also love Jennifer Aniston so having her play the mother/wife was just a bonus.  I don't really like science fiction movies or movies about wars.  I usually watch movies in my basement with my boyfriend or my family.  If a movie I really want to see comes out then I will usually go to the theatre to see it.  I don't watch movies a lot though, just when I have time or on rainy days. I usually don't eat during movies and popcorn makes me sick so usually all I need is a blanket to be comfy, but that's it.   
My test results:
YOU ARE 25% EXTRAVERTED.
You are introverted, reserved and serious. You prefer to be alone or with a few close friends.

YOU ARE 75% AGREEABLE. You are generally warm, trusting, and agreeable, but you can sometimes be stubborn and competitive.

YOU ARE 42% CONSCIENTIOUS. You are easygoing, not very well organized, and sometimes careless. You prefer not to make plans.

YOU ARE 75% EMOTIONALLY STABLE. You are generally calm and able to deal with stress, but you sometimes experience feelings of guilt, anger and sadness.

YOU ARE 83% OPEN TO NEW EXPERIENCES. You are practical but willing to consider new ways of doing things. You try to seek a balance between the old and the new.
If my life were made into a story I would be over joyed.  I would want to make it into a book first though and then make the movie exactly like the book. 

Dan in Real Life




4.  I don't think Dan was meaning to tell his daughters not to do exactly what he is doing.  I think he just wants the best for them and isn't paying any attention to what he is doing.  My parents don’t do that so I wouldn’t know what it’s like.  My dad tells me straight up that he has made lots of mistakes in his life and he’s given me a different life so that I hopefully won’t do those same things.  If I were to ask him any question about his past I’m sure he would answer me with complete honesty.  He acts very real with me and tries to give me the best life possible.  Sure it’s annoying sometimes when I want to go out and hang out with friends but they won’t let me because they don’t know these friends or it’s too late, they are pretty over protective….but by next year I will be making my own choices and I would rather have the mind set of being more cautious, especially when I’m in college on my own.

5. A “hottie” to me would be someone with a nice smile.  I have a weird thing for teeth…  If a guy has nice teeth I often times find him attractive.  Another quality of a “hottie” would be that he has clear or almost clear skin.  A hottie to me would also have to have good hair and smell good.  He would also have to have good sense of style.  I’m very picky when it comes to guys…and of course he has to have a great personality.  He has to be nice and have a funny side.  He has to make you laugh and smile.   

Friday, November 15, 2013

Four to One

 
This is when we were all friends
we all got along
no drama
no fighting
no judging
just four girls having fun.
 
This is before everything fell apart
before the fighting
before the arguing
before the judging
before the complexity of life got in the way.
 
This is when life was simple.
 
This is when we all loved each other
when we would never be afraid
of the secrets others would spill.
 
This is when we didn't know.
Drama didn't exist.
Secrets were secrets.
Promises were kept.

This is not who we are anymore.
All different in so many ways.
But maybe it's better this way.

Changing Each Other

This is the day we became friends
friends before, but not like this
changing each others lives
from this day forward
we will never forget one another
sharing secrets and thoughts
not judging
just listening
we were best friends
and best friends we still are.
 
This is what best friends are for
to be there when no one else is
to comfort you in a time of need
and although we didn't know it at the time
but we would end up needing each other
even with the ups and downs
we could count on one another
trust each other
fight and scream
smile and laugh.
 
This is when our lives changed forever.